Blessed and Inspired

When I Grow Up

2011-07-14T23:20:00.000-05:00

When I grow up I want to own a cheese a wine shop decorated in lavender. I want to have family movie nights in a billowy king size bed and wake up to pancake breakfasts with rowdy kids. When I grow up I want to sip tea at the Drake and cook gourmet dinners.

What do you want to do when you grow up?

Sweetest of dreams! xoxo

(p.s. did anyone notice that all of my dreams end with food? ;))

Take a Moment

2011-05-01T14:19:00.000-05:00

"May today there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us."

Food On The Go

2011-04-15T11:47:00.000-05:00

I'm packing up for Boston today (YAY!) and whether it's normal or not, I'm already wondering what (healthy) food options will be near my connecting gates.

On my way home from Austin this week, I was pleasantly surprised to find a small container of hummus and pretzel bites at the Schlotzkys. That, along with a banana, certainly saved me a lot of unnecessary fat from the deli's sandwich options and held me over until I got home.

Here are some of my favorite travel snacks to avoid the unhealthy (and rather expensive) airport food:

1. Starbucks has a great instant oatmeal option, but you can save yourself some cash by taking your own packet of instant oatmeal, raw walnuts, dried cherries and chia seeds. Simply ask for a cup of hot water from Starbucks to "cook" it, and you're all set! My favorite instant oatmeal at the moment is Kashi GOLEAN hot cereal in Creamy Truly Vanilla. Yum!

2. Justin's Natural Maple Almond Butter mini packets. These are a perfect protein punch to have with a banana or to add to your cup of instant oats. Justin's has saved me on many a work trip when the healthy options just weren't available.

3. Amazing Grass - Amazing Meal Pom-Mango Infusion - this is packed with nutrients and is the perfect meal on the go. I take a shaker cup with me on longer work trips and add either almond milk or water to this and am good to go.

4. Raw walnuts and almonds mixed with raw seeds and dried cherries is always a favorite afternoon pick-me-up.

5. Fruit - Bananas and oranges are some great go-to options when you need a fix for the sweet tooth. Also, they're readily available in almost every airport stand.

And, finally, I always grab a huge bottle of water to take on the flight to ensure that I don't get dehydrated.

Happy travels! I'll be in touch once I return from Boston!

xoxo

2011-04-14T14:03:00.000-05:00

Thank you sun for shining through my window this morning.

Thank you crockpot for cooking dinner.

Thank you treadmill for putting me in my place.

Thank you red wine for easing the pain from said treadmill.

Well, guys, I'm back! I'm not sure about you, but my new year took off with full force and I've been hustling around since I ate my last Christmas cookie. I've traveled to Austin (x5), Dallas (x2), Georgia and Boston since January 1 and am on my way to Boston again this weekend to watch my incredibly fit mom run the Boston Marathon!

On that note, I ran my first half marathon in Dallas a few weeks ago and finished it in 2:04! Seriously, I never would have run it that fast if my mom (read: coach, jacket holder, Gu opener) hadn't run every step of the way with me! Anyway, I'll write a separate post on that and maybe, MAYBE post some pictures from the race!

In the midst of it all, I've still been trying to crank some yummy things out in the kitchen. I'm having a hard time finding a good balance between delicious meals that John will like and healthy meals that my hips will appreciate. I'm toying with vegan cooking (hello nutrional yeast!) and trying to drink as many green monsters as I can. What's a green monster you ask? I'll write a separate post on at as well, but I'll tell you now that it's not for the faint of heart! ;)

I'll be back soon - this is my promise to you! :)

xoxo

All I Need

2010-11-22T18:27:00.000-06:00

Let's catch up! How is your sweet November going??
On some days here in Texas we cuddle up in big sweaters, and on others we sit out on our balconies and work on our tan. The weather throws us for loops, but we've had so many of those perfectly sunny and brisk days that I can't begin to complain!

There have been so many moments of pure joy this fall that I've wanted to just bottle up: I held our friends' newborn baby, had cozy nights on the couch with John, talked for hours with my parents, and spent an entire weekend with my closest girlfriends. Life is so sweet.

But then there are those days where we have to dig a little deeper to realize God's blessings. They test our faith and force us to rely on the notion that we are strong because God is strong. Our Texas weather is a great example of life's unpredictability. No matter what happens, we know that God is there, and there's nothing more comforting than that.

A really great friend of ours unexpectedly lost his dad today and my heart aches for him. We've all been busy writing out our Christmas lists and making sure our family members have our wish lists recorded down to specific colors and sizes. We spend Thanksgiving stuffing ourselves silly and giving little thought, if any, to those who go to bed hungry. John and I served Thanksgiving dinner to community members in need at our church last night, and my heart ached as I watched one elderly man grab leftovers from the nearby tables and carefully wrap them up in a large plastic bag to take home with him.

It's only Monday and already the events of this week have reinforced just how blessed I am at this very moment. God is so good, and I am constantly reminded of His amazing grace.

How have you been blessed today?

xoxo

March 27

2010-10-13T12:43:00.000-05:00

Well, I have been anxiously awaiting this day, and now that it's finally here, I can't wait to share the big news with you!!

I signed up this morning to run my first half marathon on March 27! I have about five months now to get over the nervousness of it all and whip my body into shape so that I can make it through this race with flying colors... or just cross the finish line ;). John is running it with me (this will be his second half), so I'm thrilled that we'll get to accomplish this together!

I've never committed to such a physical challenge before and am ready to take it on! I'm going to start running with the West Texas Running Club next week in preparation and am going to keep attending as many yoga classes as possible to strengthen and stretch.

My mom is a marathoner and has undoubtedly been the inspiration behind all of this. She's going to give me lots of tips on training and refueling my body! I'll be so grateful for her guidance along the way!

Have you ever run a half marathon? What advice can you give me?

In other big news, Scout graduated puppy school a few weeks ago and we couldn't be prouder of our little guy! He has conquered "sit", "shake", "high five" and "stay" - a true gentleman!

xoxo

Monday Highs

2010-09-27T21:00:00.000-05:00

Life has gotten a bit hectic again lately and I find myself craving that downtime on the couch...not just on Sunday, but on a Monday night when my energy should be at its peak. You know when you need a vacation from your vacation? That's how I felt today. After a lazy weekend at the lake, life was back in full swing this morning with work projects, laundry, dusting, grocery shopping... and the list goes on. I love that satisfaction of crossing off completed to-do's, but curling up on the couch with a blanket is tops!

Regardless of how exhausted I might feel, it's the busiest of weeks that give me the little nudge I need to stop and smell the roses. The fact that I'm able to stay as busy as I do is a blessing in and of itself, but here are a few other things I'm particular thankful for tonight...

Fall has arrived! By "fall" in Texas, I mean 65 degree mornings with promises of cooler afternoons and changing leaves on the horizon! Those first few mornings of crisp fall air on sunny days are so reinvigorating. I adore them.

My puppy, Scout. My poor pup was neutered today and I realized just how much I miss his company when he isn't around. He's teaching me how to be more selfless, and I appreciate that. Thanks, Scout! ;)

A cozy bed to climb into tonight. Hopping into bed with a candle lit, a cup of hot tea and Beth Moore playing on my iPod is the best way to end the day!

Tomorrow is a travel day - in and out of the big city for a four hour meeting and then home for a few hours of volunteer work.

What are you grateful for on this Monday night?

xoxo

Onward and Upward

2010-09-15T16:40:00.000-05:00

Complements of lucysnowephotography via Etsy

Yoga, homemade dinner, QT with John and Scout. How are you spending your Wednesday evening?

xoxo

"Never mind searching for who you are. Search for the person you aspire to be." - Robert Brault

The Only Way

2010-09-09T08:53:00.000-05:00

"The best way to live this Thursday is to approach it as if it were our last day on Earth. Confess your sins to God while there's time. Seek restoration of broken relationships while you can. Love and serve your King with all your heart, soul, mind and strength (Matthew 22:37). Love us as yourself (v. 39)."

"If you see the end of this day, you'll be glad you lived it for Jesus. If you don't, you'll be grateful forever."

{Excerpt from Jim Dennison's daily devotional "God Issues"}

Sugar Fix

2010-09-05T14:33:00.000-05:00

I got my first real sugar hankering last night since I gave up the poison on Thursday. I reached for the Blue Bell... put it back. Stared at the fridge wondering what might fix this...realized I was craving something creamy and warm...something with banana. So, instead of baking banana muffins or banana cream pie, I made the best banana oatmeal I've ever had, with lots of healthy kicks!

It went a little something like this:

1/2 cup old fashioned oats
1 cup water
1 banana
1 tbsp. ground flax seed
1/2 tsp. cinnamon
1 tsp. vanilla
1tbsp. honey
1 tbsp. almond butter
1 tbsp. unsweetened dried cherries
1 cup rice milk (or your milk of choice)

Make the oatmeal as directed on the package, slicing in the banana into the pot while the oatmeal cooks on the stove. The bananas will puff up, giving your oatmeal a creamier texture. Once the oatmeal is done, add in all other ingredients and stir. Top it with milk, and you have yourself a complete meal... and a sweet tooth fix!

Enjoy!

xoxo

What Will You Do?

2010-09-02T16:48:00.000-05:00

Is your mind ever muddled with the "what ifs" in life? I have to be honest, things are going extremely well for John and me this fall. He was offered a job, my job is challenging me in new ways, and we added Scout to our family! And not to mention that we have incredible friends, a supportive family and our health.

In the midst of everything, I get caught up in the "what ifs" of transitioning away from where we are now to a new life in another city here in Texas (when we eventually make that move next summer). What if we don't find friends as good as the ones here? What if we aren't able to spend as much time together? What if we get in over our heads? Life is full of those silly questions, right?

I do truly believe that because of God's amazing love and protection, everything always works out just as it should. I also believe that setting and achieving goals help us renew our strength and focus on the here and now. With that said, it's time to set some goals, folks! Instead of focusing on results (lose weight - hello New Years Resolutions that NEVER come to fruition!), I want these goals to focus on the processes. At the end of the day, I might lose weight or be in better shape, but those things won't be the focus.

So, here we go!

1. Practice yoga 3 days/week now through the end of the year (Why? I feel my best when I devote time to my myself through yoga - it makes me stronger physically and emotionally. I can't explain it, you just have to try it out for yourself!)

2. Run a 10k (Why? I run 3-4 miles now, but for some reason, six miles seems SO much more difficult! I need to prove to myself that my body can go so much further than I think)

3. Learn to sew (Why? This is a talent I've been wanting to learn for a while! One of my best friends has agreed to teach me! Our first project is to make a quilt and donate it to the Children's Advocacy Center)

4. Read the Bible (Why? I'm embarrassed to say that I've never read the Bible front to back, and I know this is a spiritual journey I need to take)

5. No more cheese, no more desserts (Why? I know this resembles a new years resolution, but these are two of my biggest temptations when it comes to food, and this is more of a test of my willpower than anything. Besides, I hate a sugar crash, don't you?)

6. Juice everyday (Following Kris Carr's method of reducing one bad thing and increasing one good thing, I want to add a fresh glass of homemade juice to my diet everday. I don't use my juicer often enough, but I do know that I always feel so much better when I start my day with a green juice (if you're new to juicing and want to do this with me, start with a combination of apple and carrot - so yummy. If you want to try something bold, add kale, parsley and beets to that - seriously, so good!)

In an effort to not overwhelm myself, I'm sticking to this short list! I'll keep you updated on my progress! :)

What are some of your goals? How will you stick to them?

xoxo

Puppy Kisses

2010-08-31T13:21:00.000-05:00

Happy Tuesday!!

xoxo

The Whole Truth

2010-08-29T22:56:00.000-05:00

I traveled to Virginia and back last week to give a client presentation....Getting to Virginia from West Texas is not easy folks, and on top of that, my nerves were high. Although I worked in the air, thanks to gogo in-flight on American, I disconnected for a few hours to read magazines, my favorite being Whole Living (previously Body + Soul). I adore this magazine because it inspires me to live a healthy life (more on that inspiration in another post).

Anyway, I came across an interview that posed some really great questions. I started pondering over the answers I would give, and am just coming back to the article on this Sunday night.

So, here's the Q&A from my point of view (to give Whole Living credit here, check out the September 2010 issue - love!!).

Q: If I could say one thing to myself 20 years go...
A: Without revealing my age, I was pretty little 20 years ago and may have looked something like this:

Only with longer hair and even more spunk! I would tell myself to take those naps!

Q: My favorite place in the world...
A: Everything feels right in the world when I'm at home with John, cuddling on the couch, sipping on red wine and watching a movie. Nothing beats that..

Q: The lesson I keep learning over and over...
A: Things always work out just as they should... don't fret!

Q: The movie I watch when I want to laugh...
A: Dumb and Dumber

Q: Unhealthiest thing I've ever passed off as dinner...
A: Cheese and wine

Q: Personal philosophy...
A: Give people the benefit of the doubt, have sympathy and remember that you are never alone.

Q: What keeps me up at night...
A: Life's endless possibilities. My dad told me once with utmost sincerity that I could do anything I wanted... no dream is out of reach. I believe him 100% - no matter what, you make the decisions that shape your life.

Q: Book that changed my life...
A: I think there are some books, including the Bible, that are in the process of changing my life. The philosophy in Eat, Pray, Love also helped me think outside the box a few years ago.

Q: I unwind by...
A: Practicing yoga. Although it has fallen off my schedule the past few months, there is no better way for me to really release the stress than by letting it go on the mat. Even when I can't make a class, I'll shift into downward dog for a few minutes and just shake it out!

Q: I feel healthy when I...
A: Make my own juice at home - carrot, apple and beet is my favorite combination.

Q: I define "downtime" as...
A: Having a glass of wine without my phone or laptop in sight.

Q: Coffee or tea?
A: Decaf coffee after a big dinner, hot tea in the morning and before bed.

Q: Guiltiest pleasure...
A: Cheese! I also happen to love reality tv, which I understand to be a complete waste of time!

Q: The last time I lost my temper was...
Yesterday :(. Scout had an accident on the couch and I lost it.

Q: I'm currently reading...
A: Eat, Pray, Love for the second time

Q: Whole living means...
A: Feeling complete in the moment. Going to bed at night feeling good about your day's efforts, feeling loved and letting others know how much you care.

Q: Home means...
A: Love. Where my favorite people, where I'm surrounded by my comforts, where we spend late nights talking over wine with our friends.

Q: Prized possession...
A: Love letters from John over the years. Although we faced many ups and downs over 10 years of dating, those letters remind me just how far we've come.

Q: Exercise routine...
A: A combination of running, yoga, walking/running Scout and the 30 Day Shred (Thanks Jillian Michaels!)

Q: Proudest moment in my career...
A: In retrospect, the entire year I spent working in Chicago. It was challenging in so many different ways, and I'm proud of myself for pulling through those days successfully.

Q: My mom was right about...
A: Cleaning the house before leaving for vacation. Who wants to be welcomed home by dirty clothes, dusty furniture and unmade beds? Not me!

Q: My mom was wrong about...
A: Not giving people a second chance. There are so many instances where I'm glad I gave people the opportunity to redeem themselves.

Q: My dad always told me...
A: People brag because they're insecure.

What is your favorite place in the world? What keeps you up at night? I want to hear from you!

xoxo

Praise

2010-08-12T17:13:00.000-05:00

Is there ever a better moment to thank God than now?

Whether you're sitting in sunshine or in rain, alone at home or surrounded by loved ones, thank the Lord for the blessings of this life. God has so many plans for you, and today is one of them.

xoxo

All That Glitters

2010-08-08T15:48:00.000-05:00

NYC... so inspired by...

The bird's eye view... looking down on the bustling city from far above and feeling like anything is possible...

Friends who call this city home and navigate the busy sidewalks to and from work everyday...

Grand Central Station, where paths cross...

Lady Lib, who is a glimmer of hope and reminds us to be proud that we're American...

Ellis Island... the first ceilings my great grandfather saw as he docked on the island after a long trip from Denmark at the age of 20, anxious to navigate his new life in America all on his own...

The breathtaking view of lower Manhatten from the Brooklyn Bridge...

Sights of Paris at home...

Calm in the midst of the chaos...

The overwhelming beauty of the MET and the art it houses...

More to come...

xoxo

Peas

2010-08-04T21:05:00.000-05:00

Life with this guy is easy.

Two amazing years (and two days) under our belts. Life is so, so good!

xoxo

Pull Up A Chair

2010-07-27T22:23:00.000-05:00

Let's talk food. The scrumptious, buttery variety that forces you to undo that top button, curse your skinny jeans and live (without complaint) in your yoga pants...

I live, love, breathe (and sometimes beg) for delicious food. When I have free time in my day, I tune into the Food Network, read cookbooks, research restaurants in my favorite cities and email people at Le Cordon Bleu to find out how I might become a student.. I'm serious.

So, it should be no surprise that on this typical Tuesday here in West Texas I made chicken pot pie with homemade biscuits. Nevermind that it's 95 degrees outside and no time of year for anyone in their right mind to be making chicken pot pie or be using an oven, for that matter. But here I stood over a hot stove, a perfect rue forming and biscuit dough thickening. I love food (did I already tell you that?) but the real reason I labored over a hot stove was because next week John and I celebrate 2 years of marriage and I remember him saying once that he really likes chicken pot pie... and so pot pie it was. On the big day we'll be in New York City. I'll swoon over a lovely dinner from the gourmet kitchen at Pastis and not think twice about my 2x4 kitchen at home. But tonight, just for tonight, I wanted to whip him up something special... something with homemade biscuits. They weren't just your typical biscuits, though, they were heart biscuits...

I just realized how unappealing this picture actually looks, but trust me, it was delicious! If it didn't come straight out of Ina Garten's Barefoot Contessa Family Style cookbook, I would totally share the recipe. But, I will say if you have 2 1/2 sticks of butter in your fridge, you're on the right track ;).

I'll report back after our trip with lots of photos of our adventures!!

xoxo

Make a mental note

2010-07-22T15:20:00.000-05:00

Just because you can do anything does not mean you can do everything.

xoxo

Surprise!

2010-07-12T14:33:00.000-05:00

Meet Scout: golden retriever, heart stealer and first addition to the Ellis family!

John and I approached this situation with level heads - the goal was to see the puppy yesterday evening and then sleep on it to prevent making an emotional decision. But when I held this little guy in all his fluffiness, I HAD to have him. I've always been an emotional and impulsive decision maker and this instance was no different. Just look at him.... I think it served me well this time :).

I'm working today while Scout is exploring the ranch with John. I just received a report that they took a trip in the Kubota, swam in the tank and napped in the hammock! I feel like a bad mamma for missing all of his first adventures. Lots and lots of cuddle time tonight to make up for it!

Do you have a dog? What are your best tips for raising a puppy?? This is my plea for help... don't ignore it!

Adding puppy chow and chew toys - LOTS of chew toys - to the grocery list.

xoxo

Top Ten

2010-07-09T12:10:00.001-05:00

Either you're madly in love with someone and know where I'm coming from on this post OR you think this is totally disgusting and will never return to my blog. I'm sorry to the latter group - you will be missed - but this is necessary.

My heart is overflowing with love for my amazing husband this morning, so I'm writing, because writing is what I do when I'm excited and passionate about something. Stop reading here if you feel your breakfast coming up...

I could write a little novel right now about my relationship with John but will refrain since that would severely cut into the relaxing summer I hope to have from here on out, and not to mention my lunch break that I'm taking in 15 minutes.

So, I'm going to keep this short and sweet with a bulleted "I love you because" list. Here goes....

I Love You

Because....

1. You're persistent. You work harder than anyone I know and never take the easy way out.

2. You show me everyday what it means to truly love the Lord and let His strength be your own.

3. You tell me I'm beautiful first thing in the morning, when the crusties are still in my eyes and my hair is disheveled.

4. You're slow to anger and quick to forgive.

5. You remind me that all of my wildest dreams are possible.

6. You are the handiest of handy men.... the fact that you can fix my car with your right hand while building a wine rack with your left (ok, I kid... kind of), makes me feel like the luckiest lady on earth!

7. You make sure people around you feel valued.

8. You'll fall asleep to Mary Poppins on a rainy night with me.

9. You cook a mean chicken breast and eat the ones I destroy :)

10. You are an amazing husband who I know will be a wonderful dad someday!

You are the best!! xoxo

Boy Scouts and Glow Bracelets

2010-07-04T17:39:00.001-05:00

My July 4th weekend has, thus far, been filled with yummy food, good conversations and LOTS of relaxing.... as in, John and I have spent 12 hours on the couch watching Mad Men - believe me, I counted.

We haven't had a weekend like this in months, so instead of feeling antsy like I usually would on a sunny Sunday, I'm perfectly fine basking in the air conditioning on a cozy couch with a blanket. In this day and age, it's a luxury, really.

Because of the lack of activity around here, I don't have much to share today. Here's a little bit of what's been going on in the life of Mrs. Ellis. This summer has been crazy, fun, exciting, exhausting and challenging all at once... and that's what has made it so wonderful. We are blessed!

(P.S. My last name used to be Talley and, clearly, we're very amusing ;))

Just a little lunch with my high school sweetheart ;)

A real superhero, AKA my nephew Preston, dropped in to save the day :)

On top of the world

Arrrriba!

Bliss

Sunday afternoon visit to the.... wait for it.... National Boy Scout Museum. Yes, I love my Eagle Scout that much. xo

Shuttle bus, Franzia, and glow bracelets may or may not have been involved...

Happy July 4th to you!

xoxo

Snooze

2010-06-28T17:06:00.000-05:00

I woke up at 5:45 this morning with great intentions. You see, I ran four miles straight last night.... no walking... no cursing... no water chugging. I just ran and ran and it felt amazing! Now, I have friends (and a husband) who can hop up on the laziest of Sundays and run six miles without even breaking a sweat, but I'm more of a three mile kind of girl. When the treadmill reads 3.0, I stop - that's it. What I realized last night, though, is that your body can go SO much further, if your mind will just allow it to. All of a sudden 3 miles turns into 3.5 and 3.5 into 4... you get my drift.

However, this morning my mind was so involved in the crazy dream I was having that I automatically hit snooze time and time again until all of a sudden my 5:45 wake-up call to hit the gym was 7:30. I have a very, very kind husband who lets me get away with this behavior. Needless to say, I had to be a responsible adult, skip the gym and haul my tail to work.

And now, it's five in the afternoon and I'm tired, I'm hungry, and I just want to find a couch. Yes, I'll be back on the treadmill bright and early tomorrow morning (you can hold me accountable!), but for tonight, I just want to listen to classical music on the rainy drive home, change into my lazy gear and eat some carbs....

Ok?

Remember

2010-06-24T12:05:00.000-05:00

In the midst of it all, He's there.

xoxo

Summer Love

2010-06-21T13:56:00.000-05:00

Today is the first day of summer - what are you doing to enjoy it?

Another favorite of mine for your Monday....

I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me

And I enjoy an accolade like the rest

You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery

Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best

At such'n'such...it wouldn't matter much

I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights

We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'

But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides

The temporary trappings of this world

I want to leave a legacy

How will they remember me?

Did I choose to love? Did I point to you enough

To make a mark on things?

I want to leave an offering

A child of mercy and grace who

blessed your name unapologetically

And leave that kind of legacy

I don't have to look too far or too long awhile

To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy

It's an accumulating trinket and treasure pile

Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy

Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred

Just want to hear instead "Well done" good and faithful one...

(Nichole Nordeman - Legacy)

xoxo

Karma

2010-06-11T10:12:00.000-05:00

Give the world the best you have, and the best will come back to you.

xoxo

Office Space

2010-06-09T12:40:00.000-05:00

Listen up, I work from home every.single.day by myself…with nobody to talk to… no reason to make myself look presentable in the morning…no lunching with co-workers or gabbing over a snack break…sounds appealing, huh? It’s hard, so hard that when I was given the opportunity to work in an actual office for the two months that we’re in Dallas this summer, I jumped with glee! You would be surprised what a few years of 8-5 isolation can do to a woman…

I’ve been in the office for two weeks now and it has been amazing!! I find myself enjoying the smallest, and usually aggravating, things that my co-workers ignore or drown out with iPods. People chatting, the girl next to me smacking on her cheetos (oh wait, that’s me), keyboards clicking….glorious evidence that there is life around me! See, I told you that isolation thing made me a little cooky…

Anyhow, aside from the obvious of seeing my co-workers everyday again, these are some of the reasons I especially enjoy being back in the office…

Meetings – Let me tell you, to actually be able to see who is talking on the other end of the phone is such a beautiful thing. No more straining to hear what’s being said by someone on the other side of the room… no more wondering what kind of reactions I’m getting from people when I’m talking…

Snack room – You know I love food, so you should have seen this coming :). We have one of the best snack rooms I have ever seen… EVER. It’s full of deliciousness and I avoid it like the plague until…

I grab the Cheetos – Now let me just say that they are the baked variety, and yes, I do recognize that there’s absolutely no ounce of nutrition in them, but they are so, so good… my guilty pleasure… an addiction I unsuccessfully attempt to kick to the curb every single day. I love my baked Cheetos and we have an abundance of them in that devilish snack room, and I’m pretty sure I’m the only one who eats them…

Big city ambiance – Windows border our office walls and the views are spectacular. West Texas is beautiful, but a city skyline is stunning to me..

A desk – While sitting on a couch every day sounds lovely, sitting at an actual work desk is far more appealing. I feel so much more professional and focused. Maybe it’s a cubicle and maybe nasty fluorescent lighting hovers from above, but still, I love it…

Music – The speakers in our bathroom boldly play the likes of Lady GaGa and Jay-Z. It always catches me off guard, but then I find myself dancing a little jig as I wash my hands and realize that it puts a smile on my face every time :)

For all of you who work in an office, bask in that fluorescent lighting and decorate those fabulous cubicle walls ;). Seriously, you are lucky… trust me!

xoxo

Making Lemonade

2010-06-03T14:50:00.000-05:00

I know I said this recently, but my life has been completely wonky lately... not in a bad way, just all over the place - fun, exciting, fresh.. but wonky. I've been absent, I have, and I'm fully aware that I'm not going to win any kind of 2010 blogger award, but please bear with me!!

I've been celebrating marriages...

seeing my teddy bear of a brother-in-law off to Germany...

taking advantage of every spare moment I have with my husband...

lunching with friends...

and emailing and texting like crazy with those I left behind in West Texas for the summer...

City life is fabulous, but I do miss the slower pace of West Texas where there's no such thing as traffic and toll roads. I've been yelled at for driving too slow, have become far too dependent on my iPhone and am never, ever quite sure where I'm going exactly. Bottom line, it makes for an exhausting day, and it's all I can do to turn myself into a downward facing dog and call it a night... sigh.

I'll be back soon, I promise! Lots of prayers for you in the meantime!
xoxo

For Our Troops

2010-05-31T17:35:00.000-05:00

Happy Memorial Day!

xoxo

His Will Be Done

2010-05-24T14:02:00.001-05:00

As I was driving home from yoga on Saturday morning, I came across a horrible car accident on a street that has a speed limit of 40mph. It was tragic, and of course I'll spare you the details, but it really got me thinking. Yes, of course, there were the instant reminders to drive slowly and carefully, but more than anything, it was a reminder to enjoy every moment of the day ahead with my family. My heart was aching for the people in that car, for family members who received a call about the accident and for anyone else who actually witnessed the incident. My eyes unexpectedly welled up with tears in church the next day and I knew it was the weight of that accident finally lifting from my heart.

I don't mean to be such a downer, especially on a Monday, so let me turn this into a positive. The entire rest of my weekend was spent just living in the moment with my family. We enjoyed a local festival, talked about life, took pictures together and basked in the summer heat. I had a heightened sense of all the blessings in my life that day because of that accident. Of course, I wished at the moment that I had never seen it or that it hadn't happened all together, for that matter, but it's just another case in point that God uses even the terrible things in this world for good.

Lesson of the day - live enthusiastically, pray loudly, speak wisely and drive carefully... please!

xoxo

Sense and Sensibility

2010-05-19T13:45:00.001-05:00

To live content with small means;

to seek elegance rather than luxury,

and refinement rather than fashion;

to be worthy, not rich; to study hard, think

quietly, talk gently, act frankly...to

listen to stars and buds, to babes and

sages, with open heart; await occasions,

hurry never...this is my symphony.

-William Henry Channing

xoxo

Where Am I?

2010-05-18T11:40:00.001-05:00

Hello from Dallas, TX! :)

John and I are in the Big D for a two month stint while he's clerking at a law firm this summer. My sister-in-law and her husband have graciously allowed us to move in for the time being... we are blessed, what can I say!

I may have shed a little tear as we loaded up and left our cozy home behind in West Texas, but all those "I hope our things stay safe" and "We won't sleep in our bed for two months" comments quickly turned into "I get to shop at Northpark Mall next week!" and "John, I signed up for classes at a yoga studio in Dallas!" and "Have you heard of Javier's?? We have to go there!"

Now listen, guys, I grew up in a small town where we had two acceptable clothing stores, four sit down restaurants and a huge Wal-Mart that dominated the town. I'm a small town girl at heart, so you better believe I still get excited about big shopping malls, fancy restaurants and gyms galore. Yes, I've lived in Dallas before, but being back sparks all that excitement that I had when we moved here the first time around.

The summer that I studied abroad in Paris was magical in so many ways, but I also spent a lot of time missing home and wishing I was back in Texas where the sun was hot and Tex-Mex food was readily accessible. I know it sounds ludicrous, but no matter how much wiser we grow, we always miss the comforts of home when we aren't there... even if we are in a place as wonderful as Paris.

My goal this summer is to soak up every ounce of this time spent with our friends and family here in Dallas and get re-aquainted with the city, hopefully discovering it in ways I never have before.

No matter where you are today, take some time to just appreciate your surroundings. You are blessed!

xoxo

One Love

2010-05-13T10:32:00.000-05:00

"Only one life, 'twill soon be past, Only what's done for Christ will last."

xoxo

Words From The Wise

2010-05-10T16:34:00.000-05:00

Oh my goodness guys, I have turned into an old woman overnight...

Maybe it's the turning 26 thing, maybe it's the marriage thing, maybe it's the living in West Texas thing... whatever it is, I have suddenly started relating to the grandmothers of this world better than I'm relating to recent college grads...

Take a peek into my life and let me know if you agree...

- I joined a cooking group - don't get me wrong, these girls are fabulous, I adore cooking and the concept is genius, but we all know the average 26 year-old in this country isn't strapping on pearls and an apron at the end of a workday...

- I do a little dance when my Southern Living magazine shows up each month

- I'm playing bunko tonight....yes, bunko. Again, these girls are just as beautiful and fun as the ones in my cooking group and I know I'll have a fabulous time, but in my mind, bunko = grandmothers. Anyone?

- "Getting crazy" consists of several glasses of wine with my best friend and passing out before the clock strikes 11

- I'm waking up earlier than usual. I know the highly successful people of this world aren't sleeping until 10am every morning, but rising before the sun does means I'm taking advantage of all the hours in my day, which is something that old people do, no?

- One of my best friends is teaching me to sew.... this might be the ultimate reason I'm feeling more at home with the Baby Boomers

Let me preface the below images by telling you that I am seriously one happy lady. Maybe I play bunko, cook with other people and covet my friend's sewing machine, but let me be honest, I am still immature, terrified of parenting someday, enjoy Jay-Z and watch ABC Family from time to time. I'm still young at heart and haven't quite (*QUITE) lost my zest.

But sometimes, you just feel like this...

I know you won't judge me... :)

xoxo

By Our Love

2010-05-03T08:04:00.000-05:00

Woke up with this song in my head and had to share...

Brothers, let us come together

Walking in the Spirit, there's much to be done...

We will come reaching, out from our comforts

And they will know us by our love...

Sisters, we were made for kindness

We can pierce the darkness as He shines through us...

We will come reaching, with a song of healing...

And they will know us by our love!

The time is now

Come church arise...

Love with His hands

See with His eyes...

Bind it around you,

Never let it leave you,

And they will know us by our love...

Children, you are hope for justice,

Stand firm in the Truth now, set your hearts above

You will be reaching, long after we're gone,

And they will know you by your love!

Christy Nockels

xoxo

Sunday Nights

2010-05-02T22:12:00.000-05:00

I wish I could say that Sunday nights are relaxing around here, but they just aren't. Regardless of how much I try to soak up the last few weekend hours, Sunday nights are typically filled with many a sighs as I check (and dwell over) my work email and calendar. When you have ten meetings on your calendar and a 4am wakeup call to catch another flight (and likely be searched by airport security, yet again, at that ungodly hour), it's hard to stay postive...
But, let me be honest, I have SO MANY fun things to look forward to this week, and I'm sure you do, too! If I can plan something that I enjoy for each day of the week, it makes those meetings and early mornings much more bearable. Let me break it down for you:

MONDAY: 6am yoga (this might not sound like fun, but it's truly amazing and kicks my rear into shape:))
TUESDAY: 6am yoga, pizza and movie night with my Bible study girls!!
WEDNESDAY: Fingers crossed that I'll get to walk with my friend Amanda and her precious baby boy!
THURSDAY: Work trip to Austin - if the weather is nice, I WILL be found lunching on a local patio :)
FRIDAY: Wedding rehearsal din din for my friend Katherine in Houston, AND on top of that, I get to see my dear friend Hillary -- we've been best buds since we were 3 - see, I told you...

(That's me...screaming at the photographer...probably demanding more blush...)

SATURDAY: Wedding (interpreted - love, champagne and wedding cake.. enough said), QT with my other best friend, Sarah
SUNDAY: Back home to John (!!) and then Sunday night, of course, I'll make this list all over again for the week ahead :)

I almost fogot to tell you - my goal (if you can call it that) for the next year is to get out of bed by 6am every weekday for an entire year! I started it on Friday and it was such a productive morning! I made banana bread, had a cup of coffee, started laundry, spent some time in prayer, ran three miles and showered all before work started at 8:30. Suprisingly enough, I felt better all day than I do when I sleep in. Plus, the gratification I feel in being productive while the rest of the world is sleeping (ok, I know there are plenty of people movin' and shakin' at 6am, but I like to believe I'm the only one up ;)) is a beautiful thing!

Have an amazing Monday... I'm praying for you!

xoxo

I Learn As I Go

2010-04-28T13:19:00.000-05:00

I couldn't feel more blessed than I do on my birthday. An adorable friend left a gift for me outside our front door this morning, and I got to chat with my sister and best friend, Sarah. With all this love overflowing, my dad and mom's card then proceeded to make me cry! Don't you just love tears of joy? Even though my happy cries can be dramatic ugly cries, I still love them so! So many amazing notes from my dear friends and family members - how is a girl not to feel lucky with all that love?!

And then on the note of getting older, my sister (she's 30 mind you) jokingly reminded me this morning that I'm now in my upper 20s - seriously? I feel like I just celebrated my 21st birthday yesterday! Where has the time gone? Honestly though, I'm proud of where I am today. I've come a long way since I was 21 but also recognize that I still have a LONG way to go. God keeps working on me each and everyday... some days I feel I've made progress and other days I feel like I've taken a step back. Either way, I've learned so much about myself in the past six years. Maybe most people go through a journey of self-discovery earlier in life, but I'm still searching, hoping that I'll one day be able to look around and feel perfect peace that I'm right where I belong.

My dad reminded me this morning that our birthdays are a time of celebration and reflection, not only on the past year, but of all the years that have led us to where we are now. Let's take a look back, shall we?

I studied abroad in Paris the summer after I turned 20. John was studying abroad in Cambridge at the same time, and I was lucky enough to spend this weekend with him in Paris - a romantic dinner this night was topped off with a long conversation in front of the twinkling Eiffel Tower. It was the most perfect night of my life.. until he proposed three years later :).

I celebrated my 21st birthday with all my amazing friends. My best girls drove in from other cities to celebrate with me - that's love!

I graduated from UT - such a bittersweet moment - hard to leave all my amazing friends but also excited to start a new chapter.

I visited Chicago with my family when I was a little girl and I told me parents then that I wanted to live there someday. It happened! I moved there the summer after my 23rd birthday with the challenges to excel in a new job, make new friends, and learn my way around the city. Although there were a lot of tears that year, I am so grateful that I had the courage to make that move. I learned SO much about myself that year!!

After nine... NINE years of dating, we finally got married! The most special day of our lives, no doubt. So blessed to have shared it with so many of our amazing friends and family members.

And then it all came full circle and we moved back to Texas. If I've learned anything over the past few years, it's that life is so completely unpredictable. Never in a million years did I think I would be living in West Texas and LOVING it here!

And this one is just for fun :). One of my best childhood friends, Airiel, and me in our dance costumes. Childhood friends are the best - we played with dolls together, slyly passed each other notes in 6th grade, used each other's makeup, borrowed each other's clothes, cheered together and cried together. My childhood friends are still some of my best - they just know me better than anyone else, and I find so much comfort in that.

In man's realm, time diminishes beauty. In God's realm where we will spend forever, time perfects beauty.

xoxo

Every Morning

2010-04-26T10:45:00.000-05:00

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning...

xoxo

Taking a Little Vacation

2010-04-23T12:14:00.000-05:00

I'm a little giddy this morning because my husband gave me permission (he keeps me on a tight leash ;)) to plan our summer vacations! I often Google luxury hotels and restaurants in glamorous cities, close my eyes and pretend I'm there instead of sitting in this sand box that is West Texas. Even after living in downtown Chicago for a year and having this view from my cozy apartment, I still crave the bright lights and hustle and bustle of a big city.

John and I have been fortunate enough to eat lots of amazing meals together in major cities including L.A., Paris, Washington D.C., London, Chicago, San Francisco, and yes, Dallas. Food is one thing I don't like to skimp on, so you can be sure that our vacations will include lots of good eats!

You might have noticed from the list of cities above that we haven't done NYC together - we've visited separately, but never together. It's on our agenda for the summer, no doubt.

While tickling our fancies but bringing us back down to earth, I'm also planning a separate road trip through the deep south - think New Orleans, Atlanta (to visit family), Savannah and Charleston. Southern hospitality, pounds of butter and charming bed and breakfasts just can't be beat! ;)

So here's my question: Do you have any hotel and restaurant recommendations in any of these locations? I'm looking for charming, romantic and affordable hotels and restaurants that will give us a real taste of each city.

Is there anything better than planning a vacation??

xoxo

Spring Has Sprung

2010-04-22T15:48:00.000-05:00

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Happy moments, praise God.

Difficult moments, seek God.

Quiet moments, worship God.

Painful moments, trust God.

Every moment, thank God.

Lots of praising, seeking, and thanking going on around here today! Do you turn to God in the difficult moments? Better yet, do you sing His praises in moments of joy? I know I'm quick to let John know about my frustration or excitement before I talk to God. Maybe if I turned to the Lord first, I would allow John more of those quiet moments to worship :).

Spring in Texas... bluebonnet fields, long talks on the patio, Sunday afternoon naps with the windows open...if you're in the Lone Star State right now, you know what I'm talking about. Glorious!

I hope your week has been filled with joy!

xoxo

When Nothing Else Will Do

2010-04-19T18:14:00.000-05:00

I started drinking afternoon coffee with my parents when I was home in college and even now, having a cup takes me back to their living room... lounging on their plush couch, sipping coffee, eating dessert and analyzing life (and trust me, we analyze... my dad's a therapist :)).

(Say hi to my mom and dad - aren't they cute?? :))

Although I adore the smell and taste, I went on a coffee hiatus, trading it out for green and herbal teas in hopes that I could maintain a high enough energy level without it.

Most days I'm reasonably functional without the caffeine. I find that drinking lots of water, eating well and exercising help me stay alert. But today, folks, that wasn't cutting it. I was up at 5:15 this morning for 6am yoga (that absolutely kicked my rear, by the way) and I literally just never woke up! You would think that after dozens of chatarungas, arm balances and squats, I would have come home alert, but I walked back in the door the same way I left - sleepy eyed and slightly irritated that I was up so early. Don't get me wrong, I love, love, love my morning yoga classes, but today I just needed a cup of jo.... know what I mean?

At 3:30 I hit a wall and ventured out to Starbucks for a grande vanilla latte. It. was. amazing!! Hate to say it, but if addiction is possible after one cup, I believe I'm there.

John - please add an extra cup to your five tomorrow morning. I'll be grateful, and nicer, and prettier (??), and more likely to make you breakfast... ;)

xoxo

P.S. I know ranting about coffee probably doesn't leave you feeling very blessed or inspired (except to maybe stop by Starbucks on your way home), so here's a little video to fuel your soul.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2z15FlTONVo&feature=related

I Love You

2010-04-16T12:00:00.000-05:00

Two flights, one hotel, six meetings, three trips to Whole Foods, one raw food restaurant and an upset tummy later, I'm finally home... right where I belong :). There's a big part of me that loves work travel... people watching in airports, exploring new cities, feeling independent. But when the chatty security guard decides to search my suitcase and take a sample of whatever might be on the palm of my hand at 5am, the trip is simply exhausting before it has even begun!

So, what does a girl do when she's exhausted, wet from the torrential rain, and has an upset tummy? She throws a fit, that's what! Despite my husband's incredibly sweet gestures when I got home yesterday evening (think red wine, dark chocolate and a love note), I pouted about my week, may or may not have kicked my legs in frustration a few times and ultimately whined (not wined, as he would have preferred ;)) myself to sleep.

That, my friends, is what a lack of appreciation looks like. Despite all the good things going on in my life last night, I was so focused on all the aggravating things that had gone wrong - what a waste, right?

Anyway, John, if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU and truly appreciate all you do for me! The best part about work trips is that I always get to come back home to you.

For each new morning with its light,

For rest and shelter of the night,

For health and food, for love and friends,

For everything Thy goodness sends.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

xoxo

Rain or Shine

2010-04-12T09:16:00.002-05:00

I'm feeling especially chipper on this dreary Monday morning. Maybe it's because of this sweet little excerpt from Jim Denison's God Issues email I received today:

A priest met a beggar. "God give you a good day, my friend," he said. The beggar answered, "I thank God I have never had a bad one." The priest said, "God give you a happy life, my friend." "I thank God," said the beggar, "I am never unhappy." The amazed priest asked, "What do you mean?" "Well," said the beggar, "When it is good weather, I thank God, when it rains, I thank God, when I have food, I thank God, when I'm hungry, I thank God. Since God's will is my will, and whatever pleases him pleases me, I am happy always."

The priest looked at the beggar in astonishment. "Who are you?" he asked. "I am a king," said the beggar, "Where is your kingdom?" The beggar answered quietly, "In my heart."

Whether it's rain or shine for you this morning, thank God and be pleased that his will is done.

xoxo

Simplify

2010-04-08T12:37:00.000-05:00

As I pulled up to my yoga studio at 6am this morning, the first thing that caught my eye through the studio's windows was a wooded sign that read "Simplify". Let me tell you, that sign was put there just for me...ok, maybe not, but God made sure that I really took that message to heart this morning. Although yoga naturally reminds me to keep things simple by focusing solely on my breath and body while I'm on the mat, some weeks I need it to be spelled out for me: SIMPLIFY.

When life gets a little topsy-turvy, I start focusing on the aspects of my life that I can control. While I do believe that being proactive is crucial in easing stress and boosting confidence, those nagging little details that we want to have a grasp on often put our minds in overdrive.

Instead of trying to control events and surroundings, why not just simplify? For instance, this weekend John and I are attending a wedding that, like almost all weddings, will bring us much joy while simultaneously tugging at our heartstrings. We were sent an agenda of sorts for the weekend that made us feel a little tense. Be at the church at this time, attend this dinner at this time, email this person if you can make it, etc. Having planned a wedding of my own, I know it's a wee bit stressful for everyone involved, whether you want it to be or not!

My thought this morning was that instead of worrying about all the event details - where I have to be, what I have to wear, how I'll feel emotionally throughout the weekend - I'm going to simplify and focus on the bottom line: we'll be there to simply love those around us. That just makes me feel warm inside :).

No matter what is on your weekend agenda, keep it simple and approach everything you do with love and courage.

xoxo

"God is deeply attentive to our most secret hurts, concerns, and hopes." Beth Moore

Give Thanks

2010-04-04T20:50:00.000-05:00

www.make-your-own-invitations.com

I don't know about you, but I certainly don't let my friends and family know just how much I appreciate them everyday. It just takes a simple "thank you"...

Thank you for sharing your wisdom
Thank you for having faith in me
Thank you for letting me vent (phew! God knows I need to do that ;))
Thank you for being such a good role model

These are just a few of the "thank yous" I didn't share this week and should have. No doubt, we all have special people in our lives that help shape who we are. Some of them know they inspire us and refuel our souls when we need it most, and others have no idea of the impact they have. My goal this Easter Sunday is to take a few moments to let the people in my life know just how grateful I am for their constant love and support.

Whether it's snail mail (my favorite!), an email, a BIG hug or a prayer, take a few moments this week to count your blessings and thank the source! Maybe your small act of appreciation will inspire others to spread the message.

Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.

xoxo

All God's Creatures

2010-04-01T12:17:00.000-05:00

yumiyumi, etsy.com

Mercy unto you, and peace, and love, be multiplied.

Jude 2

xoxo

Can I Just Be Whelmed??

2010-03-30T14:53:00.000-05:00

Why can't I just be whelmed? Why do I always have to be overwhelmed? There was a line that went something like this in 10 Things I Hate About You. Anybody remember that? Beth Moore restated it another way this morning and it hit the spot for me.

I woke up today, looked at my 2010 calendar and immediately felt overwhelmed! I am a born planner. My dad likes to remind me that on my 4th birthday I was already planning my 5th - it just comes naturally to me. That also means, however, that I have a very difficult time just living in the moment. I'm having a nice walk with a friend, well, you better believe I'm already asking if she wants to do it again tomorrow! Enjoying the weekend with my girlfriends? Already talking to them about what we should do no my next visit! It never ends with me!

Yes, my schedule is packed with work trips, work meetings, Junior League meetings, Bible studies, weddings, volunteer projects, lunches, dinners... you name an event and it's probably on my calendar! Don't get me wrong, I love staying busy and I especially love time spent with friends and family, but sometimes it just becomes too much.

I've noticed that as my calendar has become more jam packed the past few months, I've consequently put myself last on the to-do list. Yoga has become sporadic and even the gym (which is just downstairs) only sees me a few times each week. As a result, my life has gotten a little out of whack. I'd say it's time to simplify.

I encourage you to do it with me - take a look at your calendar... which events are you looking forward to and which are you dreading? Remove those events that you aren't excited about (work meetings don't count! ;)) and let the other people involved know that you need to take some time for yourself that evening instead. It's hard to say no to invitations, isn't it? I'm really good at saying yes and then questioning my answer after the fact.

Bottom line: I'm going to simplify the calendar, find more time in my weeks to take care of myself (yoga, gym, long walks, quiet mornings with my Bible, etc.) and really think about whether or not I want to participate in something before I commit.

Phew! I feel better already :).

xoxo

First Thing

2010-03-29T09:43:00.000-05:00

I've been feeling under the weather the past few days, but this morning I decided to get my bottom out of bed and hit the treadmill first thing. It felt WONDERFUL to just sweat it out! When your body needs rest, you shouldn't deny it of that, but sometimes you just need to get the blood flowing to break out of a tired slump, you know?

So many fun things to look forward to this week! Happy hour with some ladies this evening, Bible study tomorrow, cooking group on Thursday and Easter Sunday lunch with a wonderful group of friends.

Make the most of your Monday and take some time out of your schedule for a quick walk in the sun or lunch with a friend. It will make the day so much brighter! :)

"The only accurate way to understand ourselves is by what God is and by what he does for us, not by what we are and what we do for him." Romans 12:3

xoxo

Thankful

2010-03-26T16:38:00.000-05:00

So thankful today for the beautiful sunshine in AUSTIN, TX!

Even more thankful that I get to spend the weekend visiting some of my very best girlfriends! Girlfriends are the best, aren't they?

Especially thankful for the handsome husband I get to go back home to on Sunday.

Life is so, so good!!
xoxo

This Moment

2010-03-25T08:34:00.000-05:00

There's only ONE who knows

What's really out there waiting

In all the moments yet to be

And all we need to know

Is HE'S OUT THERE WAITING

To Him the future's history

And He has given us a treasure called RIGHT NOW

And this is the only moment we can do anything about

And if it brings you tears

Then taste them as they fall

And let them soften your heart

And if it brings you laughter

Then throw your head back

And let it go, let it go

YOU GOTTA LET IT GO

Listen to your heartbeat

There's a wonder in the here and now

It's right there in front of you

And I don't want you to miss

THE MIRACLE OF THE MOMENT

(Steven Curtis Chapman)

Have a blessed Thursday!

xoxo

Then God

2010-03-23T23:26:00.000-05:00

I should be in bed right now, but I just had to share some quick notes from our Bible study tonight on fear and courage. This topic has been weighing on me a lot in the past few months, so this couldn't have come at a better time.

Let me be honest, I am just about as far from calm as they come. Although I may appear (key word) to be calm in even the most stressful situations, you can be assured that I'm fretting internally. Of course there are times when I'm able to take a rational, balanced stance without getting worked up, but in many cases I'm worrying about an event's outcome or how I'll handle something difficult down the road.

We all know how unpleasant and paralyzing fear can be, and what's even more unsettling is the fact that our sheer faith in the Lord often isn't enough to overpower these negative thoughts.

Beth Moore provided a very fresh perspective on the relationship between fear and courage tonight. So blessed to have heard this message, and I hope my chicken scratch notes will bless you, too!

- Courage is not the absence of fear but knowing that something more important is at stake.
- Courage is when you look your reality in the face and deny it power over you.
- Perfect love casts out fear. Pray for the Lord to treat your most irrational fears.
- The most frequent command in the Bible is "don't be afraid"
- And if (insert your fear here), then GOD. Trust God, period.

Wishing you a wonderful (and peaceful ;)) Wednesday!
xoxo

Focus on Today

2010-03-22T09:50:00.000-05:00

Inspired by this manifesto and adore Lululemon workout gear.

Sun shining through the window made it a little bit easier to get out of bed this Monday morning. It exhausts me just thinking about the long week ahead... must take it one.day.at.a.time. So hard to live in the moment sometimes, isn't it?

"Today is life - the only life you are sure of. Make the most of today." - Dale Carnegie

xoxo

Old Friends

2010-03-20T14:41:00.000-05:00

John and I just got back from lunch with one of our childhood friends - nothing warms the heart more! Although she might not remember this, Tracy and I first met when we were seven years old in girl scouts. She was the kind of little girl that made friends instantly, and today I was reminded that some things never change! She took us to her new apartment that she just moved into last week, and she's already best buds with the girls who work there. Love that about her! :)

This picture was taken at my bachelorette party - Tracy is on the far right, next to me, with that fabulous feather in her hair. She brought one for us all to wear that night - so fun! Oh, and you better believe this girl knows how to liven up a party ;).

So, so, so thankful for all the beautiful ladies in this picture (and then some!). There is nothing better than having a close group of girlfriends to lean on and to just celebrate life with! I'm a lucky lady.

xoxo

It's Friday!!

2010-03-19T10:02:00.000-05:00

So thankful for my Ella Fitzgerald Pandora station this morning - it helps ground me when I feel like pulling my hair out. Anyone?

Even more thankful that today is FRIDAY! I flew in and out of Austin yesterday for a long round of meetings, and it was simply exhausting. I did get to have lunch with co-workers on a patio in the sun, though, so I'm not complaining! Even when I'm running on four hours of sleep, sweet little moments in my day like that make me glad that I'm awake and moving!

Try to laugh a lot today, it's good for the soul! :)

xoxo

To this I labor, struggling with all HIS energy, which works so powerfully in me. Colossians 1:29

It's Hard Being Cute

2010-03-16T15:30:00.000-05:00

I adore being an aunt to this precious guy:

Preston turned nine on Friday, March 12, so we all gathered in Dallas to celebrate his big day with him at Incredible Pizza (fyi - they lie, that pizza is not so incredible ;))! Preston was born premature (weighing less than 2lbs. at birth), so with stellar health and a beautitful heart, he is an amazing gift from the Lord!

Poor little guy, we all still spend a lot of time pinching his cheeks and baby talking him - he's the only nephew and grandchild on all sides of the family, so we just can't help ourselves :). In my usual fashion, I'm inundating this sweet boy with lots of hugs and kisses today.

xoxo

The Little Things

2010-03-14T20:32:00.000-05:00

If you woke up this morning and drew a breath, you have so much to be thankful for.

If you slept in a bed last night, you have so much to be thankful for.

If you have enjoyed time with friends and family today, you have so much to be thankful for.

If you ate a meal today, you have so much to be thankful for.

Know that even on the hard days, you are so blessed.

xoxo

When Things Don't Go As Planned

2010-03-10T15:31:00.000-06:00

My trip to Miami was canceled right after I posted yesterday, so I'm stuck here in Lubbock for a few more days with these kids:

Bless my little heart... life is just so unfair ;).

It's so easy to get excited about the things to come - we make detailed plans, strategically pack our bags, and attempt to foresee all the fun experiences and challenges we'll have along the way. I was supposed to be landing in Miami right now, and instead I'm sitting at my dining room table, blogging. Life is SO unpredictable, but that's the beauty of it, right?

Instead of gearing up for my trip last night, I got to spend an amazing evening of worship with my Bible study group and Beth Moore (if you haven't done a Beth Moore Bible study, jump into one as soon as you can!!) as we pondered and discussed the book of Esther. Last night we talked - but mostly listened - about the human delimma of destiny. Sometimes we think we should be in one place, but find ourselves in another - often less desirable - place than we anticipated. Yes, life is unpredictable and we shouldn't pretend we can navigate it on our own. Live a transparent life and let God guide your journey. You will not be disappointed.

xoxo

Sing Your Little Heart Out

2010-03-09T13:48:00.000-06:00

I love this song by Britt Nicole - it has such a great message that I think syncs well with this blog :). Listen to it over and over again (I could keep this on repeat and drive my husband nuts :)).

Britt Nicole - Feel the Light

Instead, I'M the broken record right now singing Will Smith's "Welcome to Miami..." - in fact, I think those were my last words before I fell asleep last night (J can testify!). You see, I'm packing up for a short work trip to Miami where we'll be holding a press conference with a well-known golfer, who will remain anonymous for now ;). Looking forward to a little Florida sun and some time at the beautiful Four Seasons Miami (we like to keep it fancy around here ;)).

I'll check in tomorrow evening from Florida. Much love to YOU on this beautiful Tuesday!

xoxo

Puppy Love

2010-03-08T16:25:00.000-06:00

My heart is warmed today by this little guy...

I wish I could say this precious pooch, otherwise known as Chap, is here to stay, but we're only puppy sitting for a friend and will have to say our farewells in just a few days. Nothing better than a little puppy love to get you through a cloudy Monday though, right?

xoxo

Life's Better Upside Down

2010-03-07T20:18:00.000-06:00

I discovered at yoga today that sometimes the world just looks better upside down. :) After months of watching my classmates effortlessly stand on their heads, I finally let the fear of toppling over on my neighbor go and did it. This was actually on my list of things to accomplish in 2010, so you can imagine how thrilled I am at the opportunity to check one more thing off my list.

(Source: fitsugar.com)

Despite all the blood flowing to my head and my quivering abs struggling to keep me balanced, being upside down was actually relaxing! Yeah, it completely took my mind off of anything else going on the world and forced me to focus solely on staying balanced.

We struggle with that a lot, don't we, finding balance and focus in this crazy world? I sure do, and knowing that I can flip upside down and escape it all (until I topple over, that is) for just a few moments is a bit of a relief! :)

Lesson of the day (and hopefully the continous lesson of this blog), let others inspire you, but don't remain a spectator. Get out there and try new things - especially those things that scare you - because while you might not achieve everything with flying colors, I can guarantee you that you'll learn something about yourself in the process.

"Twenty years from now you'll be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the things you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." -Mark Twain